yet another day has passed

blah.

That's pretty much I can say about my monday.

Its a Blah.

My boss isn't around.

I watched dvds while doing my work.

And it's still a BLAH.

Never ending work that needed to be done asap.

Never ending of complains.

Never ending of every things.

I'm bored.

I need a new enviroment that have different cubicles, different work-mates, tonnes of eye candies and a place I can finally wear those sophisticated working outfit without having your colleagues' eyes popped out because you seems to be over-dressed~!

Unfortunately, this is the only place and cubicle that pays me this huge fat checque every month, picked up by the office's car and I don't have to be bothered to make up or dress up nicely to office. Yes, I'm still complaining and bitching eventhough I am having this pretty much boring but pays well job.

My Piece of Mind

Like every girl in this planet, I don't like to be reminded of my age. I still feel I am freaking young in age of 24 and unmarried. Oddly enough, I feel GOOD for being UNMARRIED yet. I am still thinking that I am too young to actually settle down and make babies. I felt that if I am getting married at this age, I am so gonna screw up every thing.

I am not prepared to have a crying babies begging for food in the middle of the night as I can't even be bothered to wake up when I heard a loud noise in the living room. I am not prepared enough to be a good housewife coz I hate doing dishes and cleaning bathrooms. I am so not prepared to be nice to bitchy in-laws and their followers (not that my-might-be-in-laws-are-bitchy, they are perfectly fine) And certainly, I am so not prepared to lost all of those opportunities of being unmarried and young and vain.

Fine, there are some people think they are old enough to built families in their early 20s. Fine! Go do your getting married early and making tonnes of babies at your early 20s. I do not have anything go against you. Because getting married or not, that's your own choice and its your life not mine! BUT when one started to press on the idea of ME should be GETTING MARRIED SOON, that's just plain annoying. I have been explaining about the reasons why me and him are not planning to get married anytime soon over and over again. Even my mom can understand why we, both are so not ready, mentally and financially. We both still wants to spend more time to explore all of the opportunities we can have when we are unmarried.

Sigh. Some people are just pushy, ain't they? Please, for godsake, understand and actually listen to what I said. I am not READY. I am not even an EXPERT in being a kick-ass secretary. How can you expect me to be a kick-ass housewife and mother?? tell me.

STOOPID!

GAH!

I am an idiot..!!!

Since sis told me that she can start moving her things out a week before beginning of April. So, last few days, when I checked the flight tickets price, the back of my mind knew that I can only leave town after 26th March 09.

But tonight, I was stupid enough to forget about it. When the flight tickets on 24th is a lot cheaper than on 30th, I went on to purchase a flight ticket to KL on 24th March 09 and back to Medan on 29th March 09.

Few hours after that only I realized that I am that dumb to purchased it without remembering that on 26th March 09, one of my best friends since junior school are getting married and I already purchased a dress for that day too. f***!!!!!!!!! I really felt like banging my head to the walls now!=( She is so gonna kill me for being such a forgetful person!=(

So, the solutions are, its either I changed my flight to 27th or I skip the wedding dinner and only attend the tea ceremony on 19th! =(

DAAAAAAAAMNNNNN IT!!!!!!!!!

Miaps

Its finally Saturday again!=D
I managed to drown my 2009's resolution, it seems like I just cant save up much more than I already did! I have spent an amount for a dress and its gonna be an amount too for my KL trip by end of March.

So far,

Life's been good, there are some ups and downs that involves screaming, yelling and tears.

Work's been hectic! My senior aka the engineer has quit his job and I hate the new engineer.
He walks damn slow, literally turtle moves faster than he is and he talks damn slow as well!!
He actually need to go all the way from A to Z then B to Q and Q to A, just to tell us something! And don't even mentioned his voice volume, sometimes, I wished I have the sound system remote control just to turn it louder so I can actually hear him out!!!!GAWD!
And when I have finished with the quotations for the project, he would literally tell me that there's some materials in the quotations that he need to revised. AND he would DO that REPETITIVELY from 3 to 5 times per day!!!GAH!
In the end, whenever there's a quotation needed to be revise and its originally done by him, I would push the whole draft and soft copy for him to revise himself. I cant be bother to keep on revising it over and over again. I seriously have plenty of other works needed to be done and I dislike to keep on revising stuffs! Grrr..! I hate him!

I gained few ounce and trying to get rid of it, but every time I managed to shed off few ounce, I will gain much more! begh! hate it! And I am blaming my dear sister! Ever since she came back for holiday, I have been eating like crazy for the whole two weeks!!! =( As the results, both of us gained quite a lot and trying to lose it! haih...

And im off from work now!
taaa~
have a great weekend!=D