busy busy busy

off to KL tonite!
shall update when I'm back!
have a good looooonnnggg holidays peeps!!
taaa~

for the sake of updating

Yet another busy week!!
So, I had fun with last week's weekend
(have few pictures to post but have not finish with the editing and uploading. And as always, I'm procrastinating on doing that)
I had a good dinner with my friends at Garuda (yummie!)
After the dindin, we head to Cava Lounge since its new and we never been there before.
The experience we had in Cava is much much better than Gelato Bar!
(fyi, Cava Lounge is located on top of Gelato Bar)
Its kinda odd thou.. the service and waitress/waiter in Gelato Bar is rude and turns me off immediately. But, those in Cava works much better and efficient! The place is cozy. The ambience is good. Jazzy tunes before 11pm and up-beat after 11pm. Overall, I like that place more than any other lounge area! (except Aryaduta thou, u know... five star hotel and a cozy lounge? obviously its different rite!??)

23

The big 23 is coming to me within 15 days! *sigh*
Well, 21 is big too..
But, for me, its just big enough to do the things that below 21 is not allowed to do (eg. entering casino in Genting and certain pubs / clubs at KL) and getting the thrills of being treated as a grown up.

Why I said 23 is big for me?
It is because I felt that this is the point of time that I have to decide on things that I have been postponing to decide. It is the time for me to actually made up my mind on things that I desire to do. For me, 23 is sort of a leap into a new chapter of my life. The ingredients might still be the same but I am quite certain that the recipes are gonna be totally different from the old chapter. And being a 23 is kinda like being in the middle of the age-turns like it is the time to get serious and starting to plan on things that I want to get it done within the near future.. *sigh* Seriously, until today I have not really see the actual fun of being a grown up! Except the part that the 23 years old people get to bully those few years younger than them! HA!

(Remember those times of how you wanted to grow up when you were little and then when you are a grown up, you'll wish that you can turn back to those times where you are happier, not complicated and young)

Anyhowww, I hope this 23 will bring me an abundant blessings and luck.
(yeah, I know I've wished too much for a merely 23th birthday, but hey! its a wish! I can wish whatever I want for my birthday! =p )

Alriteeee, that's it for today!
I'm gonna get ready to go home and go shopping with juli later on!
yeay!
taaa~~

Its Monday again!

helloowww!
and here we go again.. MONDAY!
I despise Monday!
Almost NOTHING can fix what I feel about Monday after a fun weekend!
Normally, others will feel fresh and rejuvenated after a fun weekend..
But I, on the other hand, feels strongly annoyed and sleepy!
And my boss is definitely not in a good mood today!=_="
Obviously, it affected every one else in the office!
We kinda understood why he is such in a bad mood today, considering the facts that Hari Raya is coming soon and we've got plenty of works to be done before the Raya plus its time for year-end bonus for those whom celebrates Raya..
*sigh* Cant blame much on the old man thou..
(oops! he is so gonna hit me for calling him old man!kuakuakua..!oh well, who cares...he wont read this thou..HAHA! si old botak man!=p menjadi-jadi pulaks ngejeknya..)

Oh well, enough with the mocking..
I went to Gelato Bar on Saturday with the boys and Juli.
fyi, Gelato Bar is around the corner, right infront of Jalan Babura - Medan.
It's the second time I've been there and that place still failed to impress me to go for the third visit. hm... Oh well, for sure, I wont be visiting to Gelato on-my-own-will anytime soon.
*pssst... Paddington still makes the best pancakes and waffles with ice cream on top!!yummy!
Next place to try: Cava Lounge and Trattoria!

Juli and I @ Gelato Bar

more pictures coming up..
(right after I finished with my procrastination! ha!) =p

Addiction to the Junks

I was browsing through an OLD online album of mine.

It was around year 2004.

I looked darn chubby and care-less!

During that time, I would go out to anywhere and not putting on any make ups.

I used to cut and straighten my hair.
I did not know how to do any make up or facial care.

I did not know how to curl my hair.

I did not know how to put on mascara and curl my lashes.

I did not know how to put on eye shadows or foundations.

It's funny to see that I used to be this plain little girl who literally do not really care how people will look at me and I was at least 48kgs!

I ate what I want whenever I have the mood to eat a lot!

(And I still do now, but I'm controlling the amount or at least the people around me will remind me.. haha!)

I wore this pinkish glasses and an ah-mah style's cardigans during lectures! =_="

fyi, I still have that glasses with me!

While the NOW me..



I can't go out without putting on make ups.
I will select places that I can go without or with my make ups.
eg. I can go out without my make ups to grocery stores on normal day.
BUT I can't go out without my make up on weekends!!
I will stand for about half an hour or more in front of my wardrobe and pick which dress to be worn later.
I will spend at least half an hour on my hair (another half an hour needed if I decided to go curly or wavy) and another half an hour for my make ups.
I will always (note: always) curl my lashes before going out.
Now I'm working on how to use liquid eye liners instead of khols!
(gawd.. there's a lot of skills needed!*sigh*)
haix..
I don't know when I started to make my life to become so complicated..
I guess that's what we called growing up..

Alrite!
Enough with the endless rant about make ups..
Lets talk about weekends!
Well, I do not have anything planned on this weekend.
I've been busy for the last two weekends.
It's about time to stay low or my mom is gonna nag again.
Most probably I'll stay at home after church and lunch with the girls and my uncle and his family.
Yeah, don't be that surprise. I do go to church at least once or twice in a month.
Don't even start to ask why or how..
All I can say is ... "See? growing up = complicated!"
I hate sis for leaving this October!
That means I'll have to go to church with my uncle and his family ALONE without my sister!
GAH!
hate her already! =(
Nevertheless,
Have a great weekend people!
xoxo

Recaps..

hurhur.. its TGIF again!
I haven't type anything at all after my last entry..
I wanted to type but.. I kinda have nothing much to say..
and I still am..
so, what I'm gonna do is..
I'm gonna upload pixies!=)
here it goes!

Juli and my long hair before I cut it down to a lil bit longer than a shoulder-length suppose to be


went to Shoot few weeks back..


us with mao peeping from the back =_="


me and my mushroom-shape hair


last two weeks' dindin at taipan

TGIF!

I've been busy busy busy for this one whole week..
Been busier than last week, so many things to do but so little time to actually finish all of it!
*faint*
I still have three letters and a quotation to be done..
*sigh*

Alrite alrite, stop complaining!
I have few plans to do on this weekend *yeay*
Gonna have a loooonnng nap tomorrow afternoon then might be going for a movie during night time.
Then I have 'a breakfast & a hair-wash+pedicure' date with Jully on Sunday morning..
After the saloon treat, Jully and I are going to meet up with tris, juli and another friend of mine at Excelso to have late lunch and bunch of gossips to be covered.
hax!=p
As for the Sunday night, I got this wedding of my colleague to attend at Selecta.
I will be going to the reception with tris and another colleague of mine.
And I'll be the driver of the day!
fufu..
It feels so good to be able to drive myself to anywhere I want!

xoxo
have a good weekend~!

being pulled left and right

SO, first update!
hm...
what should I wrote?
a. A boring yet endless entry about what I did today?
b. A pretend-to-be-smart-bimbo entry about life
Blah!
Both are such an annoying things to be type out!
(people reading these would probably scream out loud, then why do you want to have a blog anyway if you feel so hard to type things out?you idiot!)

A or B??
~ options options options..!! :(
I hate options!
Although, somebody ever told me that, when you have options in your life, be glad that you get to pick one of those options!
I kinda doubt it..
I dislike options because I hate to pick things out when I like both of the things!
Then I will always end up empty handed! *sobs*
(e.g I was in dilemma once when I was about to buy a necklace or a bracelet in F21. And because I hate to choose plus I was so in doubt of getting those stuffs. I ended up empty handed and regretting it the next day)
*sigh*

anyways, back to the main topic!!
I have this thing on my mind..
and its kinda complicated and conflicting..
well,
maybe, it is for those who don't give a damn about what I'm trying to say right now..
BUT
for those who are in the same position as I am right now, would probably understand what I'm talking about or maybe roughly get the idea of what I'm trying to say.

Problem no. 1 :
My mom has been nagging me endlessly about "being serious and find a good man to marry" or in my case hold on to the man I have right now and work things out properly.
But then again, mom and her endless nagging did not even think about how many miles away I am separated from him.
At some point of time, I underlined and bold the sentences out to her for the fact that my relationship is not going anywhere if one is in city A and another is in city Z. Not for people of my age, my perspective about life on taking everything slooooowwwwly and step by step..
Therefore, unless you shipped me off to city A a.s.a.p or we can stop having this kind of 'conversation' immediately and effective from now, this is one of the things that we shall not discuss about anymore.
Then she would coyly replied me, if he really loves you, he will wait for you.
THAT really pissed me off and decided to walk away from the 'conversation' I was having with her.
THAT 'conversation' always FREAK me out and I'll end up sitting on my bed with lots of thinking of how I am gonna end up alone and miserable...
I hate how much that kind of conversation would affect me, my "perspective" of life and my relationship. I NEED to be in control of THAT kind of 'conversation'.
so, anyone? care to teach?

btw, I've quote and unquote the 'conversation' part is because my mom thinks that we are 'discussing' things and she is giving me a word of life.
And I do not blame her for being naggy and advising me all the time.
But all I can think of is the 'conversation' I had with her has always been the 'one way conversation' while the normal conversation should be a two way conversation of a person whom actually listen to what the other person has to say.

Problem no. 2:
Almost all of my close friends, that I have been friends with since highschool, is planning on where to take their wedding pictures, where to have their honeymoon, where to have their reception, looking around for a nice home to built a family and what's the latest trend of the wedding gowns!!!!
I can't help myself but feeling so pathetic every time they talks about it. I feel pathetic for why I did not think of doing it first! (talking about me and my kiasu-ness) Why I do not have the urge to settle down? Why I do not feel the need of getting married today and changing pampers tommorrow? Why am I being so "modernise"? Gawd, I am so gonna ended up being a lao-niang!

SEE, now it sounds like I am regretting my "perspective" of life..
GAH!
I hate how regret sounds like!
*despo*
I do want to get married but just in the right time and place with the right person.
And at this point of time, I do not feel anything at all about right.
I do not feel 'right'!
Does anyone has the 'right' feeling that I can borrow?

new new new

I fell in love with blogspot.com!
therefore,
I've converted my blog to here!
so long xanga!
yippie~