Addiction to the Junks

I was browsing through an OLD online album of mine.

It was around year 2004.

I looked darn chubby and care-less!

During that time, I would go out to anywhere and not putting on any make ups.

I used to cut and straighten my hair.
I did not know how to do any make up or facial care.

I did not know how to curl my hair.

I did not know how to put on mascara and curl my lashes.

I did not know how to put on eye shadows or foundations.

It's funny to see that I used to be this plain little girl who literally do not really care how people will look at me and I was at least 48kgs!

I ate what I want whenever I have the mood to eat a lot!

(And I still do now, but I'm controlling the amount or at least the people around me will remind me.. haha!)

I wore this pinkish glasses and an ah-mah style's cardigans during lectures! =_="

fyi, I still have that glasses with me!

While the NOW me..



I can't go out without putting on make ups.
I will select places that I can go without or with my make ups.
eg. I can go out without my make ups to grocery stores on normal day.
BUT I can't go out without my make up on weekends!!
I will stand for about half an hour or more in front of my wardrobe and pick which dress to be worn later.
I will spend at least half an hour on my hair (another half an hour needed if I decided to go curly or wavy) and another half an hour for my make ups.
I will always (note: always) curl my lashes before going out.
Now I'm working on how to use liquid eye liners instead of khols!
(gawd.. there's a lot of skills needed!*sigh*)
haix..
I don't know when I started to make my life to become so complicated..
I guess that's what we called growing up..

Alrite!
Enough with the endless rant about make ups..
Lets talk about weekends!
Well, I do not have anything planned on this weekend.
I've been busy for the last two weekends.
It's about time to stay low or my mom is gonna nag again.
Most probably I'll stay at home after church and lunch with the girls and my uncle and his family.
Yeah, don't be that surprise. I do go to church at least once or twice in a month.
Don't even start to ask why or how..
All I can say is ... "See? growing up = complicated!"
I hate sis for leaving this October!
That means I'll have to go to church with my uncle and his family ALONE without my sister!
GAH!
hate her already! =(
Nevertheless,
Have a great weekend people!
xoxo