too much

I have been, literally, screaming out loud what I felt, what I hate, what I dislike, and what I don't agree on. It has reached to the point of too-much and I just want it all to stop. I want the old Anita back!! The one that has her own 'remote-control' to her emotions. I would easily put on a I-don't-give-a-damn face and no one would even notice that I was so frustrated and furious inside.
I want that Anita back.
And I want it now.
So, from now on, that smiley and all bubbly Anita is back.
So long honest face..!
*evil grins*